Self-Hatred

I hate you,
I loathe you,
I dislike you,
I hate you.

"When did you get so ugly?
When did you get so fat?
When did you get so horrible?
When did you become like this?"

Get out of here,
get out of me,
get out of my mind,
get out of my life.

Ugly feelings that I made "it",
"it" won't go away,
"it" won't shut up,
"it" won't leave me alone.

Go away,
get away,
don't touch me,
give me back "me"...