Eternal Wish

Forgive me,
for I am the one to blame.
Hate me,
because I desrve it all.

Love me,
so I'll get my happiness.
Hold me,
til my greedy-ness ends.

I can't stand myself,
I hate this monster,
that I have become,
I want it all to end.

If my eternal wish,
were to come true,
everyone would be happy,
and their days wouldn't be so blue.

I love all the ones,
that make me feel,
that I belong in this world,
when indeed I truely don't.

Thank you for being my friend.
Thank you for the kind words,
but I'm sorry for those of you,
my eternal wish is about to come true...