Fake

  Simple question: Can emotions be fake? Of course thay can. Doesn't mean you see a bunch of sad people all the time. It's because they hide it behind fake smiles and fake laughter and fake...everything. I'm surprised that that many people can hide it so well. Saying how beautiful they are when inside they think they are the ugliest thing on this Earth. Saying how smart they are when really they think they are the stupidest person alive. It's actually sad now that I think about it.
   How our inner thoughts and actions are hidden behind the stupid media. You know how you hear, "Just be yourself!" all the time? Well, it's because of the famous people and magizines telling us what to wear and what's new and hot that we can't be ourselves. We feel we have to fit into this mold of what's good and not bad. Every week they have something new we HAVE to buy and get and we're so busy on what we have to get that we don't have enough time to stop, look in the mirror, and actually THINK and LOOK about/at ourselves. What DO we really need...?
  You probably don't care on what I think we need but I'll go ahead and state my opinion. I think we need love. Plenty of love. And plenty of friendship, kindness, affection, nice comments, praise, and apprienciation. But no one seems to be willing to give it. I'm one of the lucky ones to meet a few good people in my life that have stuck by and given me just that. Now I'm happy (75% of the time), dating a wonderful guy, and still have my best friends and the guy of my dreams (that is my best friend) with me. And I wish that on everyone. Such over whelming happiness that they can't stand it.